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RAGILE
LIFE AND THE TOUGH¡¡
Cao Jingping
About
Love :
In my dream, I see that huge butterfly, amazingly beautiful. She
is so close to me, yet so detached. I want
to
walk
up and touch her, but frustratingly find it impossible.
Butterfly
embodies love in China. Before I actually fell in love, I imagined
love as beautiful but illusory as mirage. When she actually comes
to me, I find love is exciting, but more importantly, it holds another
truth under its beautiful surface. While I share the sweetness of
love with my lover, I learn to get along with another person. It
is a process of pleasure, excitement, sorrow, confusion,and hesitation,
losing myself... This process turns my lover from a stranger to
the other half of my life. I realize that love is nothing but a
unity of opposites. We all long for perfect and absolute love, but
it does not exist.
But for this dream I paint Lover again and again. As I working on
them, I yield to my indulgence in perfection and my quest to the
nature of beauty.
About
Life :
We encounter problems every day. We have to face up with various
accidents in life. How boring it will be if one's life is like a
straight line, dashing to its final without any turns. I believe
life will lose its meaning if there is no differences. Therefore,
everything in life, the good, the evil, the neutral has its reason
to be there, though we may still crave for perfection and Utopia.
We
are wearing a fragile body, as fragile as the life of insects, which
may easily vanish. As insects have bright and splendid appearances,
our lives are just as beauiful. Beautiful things fascinate us, therefore,
we are always after the eternity of beauty. However, eternity never
exists, even with tough steel. Time passes day by day, and beautiful
lives are gradually rusting and fading away. I am concerned with
the fragility of life and the hardness of reality. By the contrast
of fragile insects which easily pass away and the tough and rusting
steel, I make a metaphor of life itself in my paintings.
About
Art :
Man grows up with many restraints. Freedom is his yearning for the
Other Shore. That is why I like the freedom of art. I hope to express
myself freely with various artistic means, so I paint with oils,
take photographs and work with mixed media. My mixed media pieces
are quite incidental and impromptu. They are my dialogues with my
past experiences. I paint huge insects in my oils. They have beautiful
but illusory colors. Time leaves its rusting marks on steel. Imaginary
scenes create a neutral status between strangeness and familiarity,
where we may give our concern to life and its meaning.
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